waste

i love all my children(the soap)
i need to take clothes to the cleaners
i finally paid my rent
i went to the thrift store
i drank half a pot of coffee
God did a number on me today, and it was AMAZING
however...
i am being so lazy today!

as soon as oprah is over, i am going to go for a walk.

i am totally acting like a sloth
[see below for details]


i keep discovering new bruises.
it totally looks like either:
a. i am getting beaten
or
b. i party like its spring break.

fortunately i go to the oncologist on monday.
i pray this is my last visit, though i have been going to him for a year.

my to-do list keeps growing
while
my bank account keeps shrinking

i believe, dear heart.. we are having a breakthrough!

i don't know how i did it before i began to pray...

all-class

when left to me, i suggest taco bell every time.
and
i can not stop shopping.
!!
sheesh.

life is good.

stand up for what you love!

so far, today is awesome.
God-bless Lou for waking me up at 7:30 this morning to go exercize.
i had the b-e-s-t jog/hike
(i say hike because i off-roaded to the forbidden trails in the woods)
it seriously was so beautiful.
the sunshine kept breaking through the trees and kissing my face and i couldnt help but thank the Lord for the romance he's injected into nature.

!!!

it makes me so nuts!
its like...
i
am in
a love affair
with
every
tumbling
rumbling
red
green
and
gold
leaf!

WHEW

and another thing:
i should be getting ready for work..
BUT
i can't stop looking at myspace and stalking people i went to high school with.

yah, i'm not even gonna pretend i don't do it.

at least all my dishes are done.

*shrug*

there are no words

amazing. just amazing!

should someone drive me to work?

stretch goodbody

i am so achy today...
every muscle is malfunctioning.

why do i feel like i've been on a flying trapeze?

please, friends, do not ever take for granted your health.

cuddle up with your favorite blanket or boy

'"It's all right for a woman
to be, above all, human.
am a woman first of all."
- anais nin


'the ladies' have been here for a few days and i'm achin' like a sailor who cant help but miss his mother...
YOW!
bunny, i need a tum rub.
waaah...


and in less complain-y news:
lydia is moving into my house for a few days.
it'll be awesome to get to be girls and pray!
amanda is also spending the night on saturday and i am SO EXCITED
because even though i haven't met her, i hear she is amazing and is super anointed in the prophetic and YES! i am just so exicted!
plus i love playing hostess.
mainly because my house is so cute.
!
eeeek!

do not take anything for granted...

today was a pretty good day.
it started off great and just continued to be good!
at 9am i was at my desk doing paperwork, surrounded by my staff and my phone rang
typically i don't answer it, but it was my boyfriend and i thought something might be wrong
"hey i thought you were at work!"
"i am, i just got in.."
"aww i was going to leave you a cute message telling you i loved you!"
so naturally, i am blushing and my girls are all staring at me...

and anyway

it was so cute and i am still blushing.

mmmph!

things have been good as of late.
saw my friend orenda on tuesday.
i hadn't seen her in over a year, so that was awesome.
i missed her wedding (and a trip to omaha) during the beginning of all the lupus stuff...
shes pretty as ever making lovely music.


i'm getting better at this.