heres to looking at you, kid

if sighing is contagious...



...then what about loneliness?


this will never stop being a fight, praise God!

I will remain passive, as it is apparent that
(for some reason or another):
I have been replaced.
or ignored.
or have overreacted.

I guess somewhere along the lines I fell away from the one friend who is forever.

it starts small... a negative thought.. ignoring the person who needs help.
it turns into greed and impatience until before you know it you are lonely and angry and hate everything you never meant to become.


Thank God for repentance!

there is one thing, however, I have learned.

suffering will not absolve you from your sins.

much to the dismay of the greater portion of Christians.

this is real

the more you hear God, the less anything else seems to matter.
through parcels and phonecalls i am learning ultimate patience.

i wouldnt change anything..
except maybe
the chance
to get to
look you in the eyes
and tell you
that i love you